I have learned through this assignment on how to assist myself towards being a leader. I have been enlightened over the past year to learn that I am extremely controlling and have micro managing tendencies. I am also a poor follower. When I do not see myself fit as a leader I will just follow the person who is in charge. I feel that through out this semester alone, I have fallen behind in my own personal life within the realm of leadership. I can barely lead myself to a healthy state of mind and I am trying to find help. I cannot possibly be a good leader in my current state. I hope to find the proper support and be able to move forward with a healthier state of leadership and concept of self.